It's Been A While Since I Sat Down And Just Wrote.

I feel like I should be at an AA meeting.
Hello my name is Pixie and I am an internet hipster.
No that's a lie, my name isn't pixie. But I am an internet junkie hipster indie creep. Well I'm none of those except a creep. And creepy I am. I fail at spanish and math, but I can tell you how much your house costs. Even thought that is trivial dribble. Hogwash and all that jazz. But to update anyone who cares. I'm not deathly alone anymore. I keep finding people who understand me, little by little. Sometimes they are drunk. Sometimes they are high. But I don't judge them. They're people like you and me in the end. Atheist or Christian. We're all the same. Made up of the same components of flesh and water. In fact the person you love is about 70% water. So I don't try to put myself in those nooks and crannies. Instead I just shove around, dig deep, make myself a little nest. I'm not going anywhere. In fact I am as healthy as a horse and as steady as a turtle. Am I single? Yeah, but I've learned to except this. Am I happy? Most of the time, but I don't feel scared of being alone anymore. Am I in love? No, which is good. Because while everyone I know is in love, I'll build myself up and catch them when they fall out. Can I save your life? Yes, I think I just saved mine. Maybe fall on me once in a while. I'm clumsy and weird but I sure as hell get things done. I can tell you what artist you like, who you remind me of, what color is the sky, but remember I know who you are. And I will be your friend. I don't care if half of your face droops and your body sags, we're human. It happens so let it go.

Now I conclude my speech with an Alakazam! Get your eyes off the screen and stretch. Take a breath. Don't you feel better already. Good Night Sweet Prince, darling Princess.